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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Teardrops On My Pillow

Hi...arini rase busan bangat dude...i try to make my day with cheerfull..but there's sumthing that cant get out of my head..sumtimes rase sedih..sumtimes rase terbeban dengan ape yg aku hadapi..dun know wut happen in my life..kehilangan org yg pernah singgah dan bertakhta di hati boleh membuatkan hidup jadi x keruan..i try my best to forget bout the past..but every little time i will think bout him..how suffer i am..wlwpn da lebih 2 bln berlalu..sumtimes rs cm bodoh..'teardrops on my pillow'...i really mean it..im not suppose to be like this for the rest of my life..i have to find my happiness..but setiap kali hang out dengan org lain, my mind couldn't stop think bout him...aku akan igt cara dia jalan, cara dia makan, cara dia bercakap, n the way dia plan everything untuk aku n dia..Ya allah, Kau yg Maha Mengetahui ape yg tersirat di sebalik hati..he's not my 1st love but aku accept him as my last love..how could he do this to me..'i wont leave u' ..that is the word when everytime i ask him bout our relationship..cz aku really wonder..dia akn g jauh..so, that time aku hny berdoa dia akan still loyal..but masa n keadaan merubah segalanya..i try my best untuk kekalkan hubungan ni,but x berguna..aku da terima dia seadanya..sehingga setiap kelemahan dan kekurangan dia aku jadikan 1 keistimewaan yg mgkin tiada pada org lain...down, empty....thats what i feel right now...n everytime talk bout him,hati akan menjadi sayu..how do i suppose to accept all this.. pretend to be happy bl berhadapan dgn org..pretend to smile n laugh..but inside of me?? But, bila difikir2 apa yg akan jadi in future mmg aku akan menjadi lebih takut..wutever pon, life has to go on..i try to move on..try to be happy dengan kawan2 n family..mungkin pasni aku akan menjadi lebih berhati-hati in whoever and wutever arround me......

5 comments:

julia said...

It's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.

A relationship is like glass. Sometimes it's
better to leave it broken than try to hurt

yourself by putting it back together.

julia said...

You can be healed of depression if every day
you begin the first thing in the morning to
consider:-

How you will bring a real joy to someone else.

julia said...

You come to that love not by finding the he's the perfect person, but u'r seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

Arasaharah said...

Dear,just let the things go with the flow.accept the fact that he's no longer yours.Life must go on.Definitely u cannot forget him completely but giving him an apology can help a bit..don't hold a grudge.Just forgive him and i'm sure u can be healed faster.And one thing for sure don't ever let your history sealing your heart to accept others..

Ros'z lina said...

thanx a lot 4 ur support n advise..=) i'll try to move on..!!!!!!!CAYOK!!!!!!!!!